Tomorrow is my day off...there are no students scheduled and there are enough leftovers that I won't have to cook. I want to take the day for myself...do I dare?
I was online a good bit of today, why, I don't know. Cyber life is so quiet right now, I guess most people are busy preparing for Christmas or just with life in general. All my online groups etc. are so quiet, even the people that email me regularly seem to prefer to be quiet. This time of year is always difficult for me...the Christmas decorations are out...well, most of them and my thoughts always turn to memories of my mom at Christmas. I tend to want to distract myself and stay busy and social to keep my mind from going places that only serve to bring on tears. Since my only real social life is online, I was unsuccessful in that area today. Tomorrow I may not even try, hence this post tonight instead of tomorrow.
I'll get some light cleaning done, there is always that to do. I have a letter to write and a card to make, the piano needs to know my hands still exist, not just those of my students and Suki needs some real attention in the grooming department. Oh, there is plenty for me to do apart from the internet...the question is, is it enough or will I find myself once again desperately scanning my email for life away from reality?
Good night and may God keep you safe and warm.